Today is the LAST day!

So, today is the LAST day!  Last day of eating crap!  Since finding out I was pregnant back in August of 2011, I took advantage of that and threw ALL my hard work of being on WW and threw it out the window!  I always said that if I got pregnant, I would eat healthy and stay on track with weight gain throughout my pregnant.  YEAH, RIGHT!  I took it as an excuse to eat whatever whenever I wanted.  Big mistake!  A mistake that stayed with me 7, almost 8 months AFTER I had Hayden.  I'm paying for it now.  Time to step it up and take back control of my weight! 

 

I'm tired of how I look.  I know having a baby is one of the most beautiful things in this world, and I can say I'm proud of my body for being able to carry and deliver my beautiful baby boy.  But I'm not happy with the eating habits I have resorted to.  I can deal with the c-section scar, and the faded stretch marks.  But what I can't deal with, is how I look every time I look at myself in the mirror.  I see a belly that jiggles, arms that could flap away, arms, legs, and belly full of cellulite, a double chin, and thighs that rub together when I walk.  I was so proud of myself when I lost 30 lbs on Weight Watchers before I found out I was pregnant.  Cellulite was practically gone.  My arms were toned.  No more double chin!  And, my thighs didn't touch anymore!  This WILL happen again.  It must happen again.  In order to feel good about yourself again, you have to accept the weight loss challenge, push through and just do it!  I accept the challange and starting tomorrow I go back on WW's!  I will be blogging again throughout my WW's journey.  It will help me along my way, so please wish me luck!  Starting is one of the hardest parts about losing weight.  But hearing those weigh-in results at the end of each week is so rewarding!  Having clothes that fit again will be SO rewarding.  And feeling good about myself again will be rewarding.  I have nothing to lose, except weight itself!